My day was bittersweet. My life’s song was song through a mixture of laughter and tears. I smiled while I tasted the bitter tears of betrayal on my lips. My smile never reached my eyes. My heart still sang her melody of love even though the wound cut deep. How can it still sing? How can I silence this song of pain? My God… I have loved you for so long. I have thrilled at your touch, been lost in your eyes. I will surely die, and if I remain I will I will not be the same. When you look upon me I will not seem to have changed, but inside I will have died. My world has disappeared. My soul is crushed under the weight of my despair. I breathe the air but I am pained to do so. Let me die oh God of the Universe. I pray the one who gave me life to take it now… and yet I remain. Love remains. It is insane but love remains. I love you still…